Late Night Thoughts.

I should probably be sleeping but instead I'm up letting my mind wander what if's and what not. You know when you work so hard for something, put your all into it. Your time, energy, money, love, patience, struggles, tears, laughs etc. and one mistake one wrong move can just destroy it or change everything? Yeah, well that's how I'm feeling at this very moment. Everything was so perfect, life was amazing. It's unbelievable how one action changed everything forever. Well i shouldn't say forever cause I still have hope. But it almost feels like it'll be forever. && it hurts the most when you dedicated everything, you made your life revolve around it, you sacrificed a lot of things for this person or thing...

So when you think about life without it. It scares you. You see no future.

I can't say I've been through a lot, but I can say that I KNOW I have the will to make myself strong. If the day comes where I have to let this go...I CAN DEAL WITH IT. It will be hard, but only god knows why he would put me through so much pain. But i know that regardless,

Life Goes On.

I just need signs, that everything is real, that this will workout, that there is happiness, that there is healing, that there is love, that there is hope.
I just need signs.

Should i keep fighting?
or
Would it be easier to let go now, and let the heart start healing?

ahhh! too much thinking. Daaaang Feelings :(
I better get some Zzzzzzz.

Signing Out,
♥♥
K.K.

HELLO KITTY♥

Sooo me & my beautiful boyfriend were at the mall, cruising by Build-A-Bear. && they have a new HK bear!!! It wasn't just any bear it was pink!! It was a cool wavy kinda fur pattern!! glittery!! & they had an amazing sale going on. ANY bear, ANY outfit, ANY shoes, all for $29.99. & I do already have a HK bear that I got last year, but they are nothing alike so it was a sign, I HAD TO GET IT!

This is Mimiz.
I got her last November.
17 inches tall.
10 ounces.

This is her looking C-U-T-E as always on Christmas. LOL

This is Princezz.
18 inches tall.
12 ounces.

She is the cutest!!!!! Look at her freaking chucks!

My absolute favorite part of her though, and which differs from Mimiz because she doesn't have this feature is what I call her little HK tattoo. On the bottom of her right foot.

I'm in love♥

Signing out,
♥♥
K.K.

REVLON Lips ♥

Soooo I passed by my local K-Mart & picked up some lipsticks. I got four in total: Really Red, Lilac Champagne, Smoked Peach, and Orange Flip. Here's some swatches of these gorgeous colors (:




"REALLY RED"


Kim Kardashian



"LILAC CHAMPAGNE"



Christina Aguilera


"SMOKED PEACH"


J.Lo



"ORANGE FLIP"
This is my favorite right now! Who would of thought you could wear orange on your lips? but orange is definitely in right now!


Kourtney Kardashian


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I attended my cousins quincenera (sweet 16 but instead sweet 15). perfect chance to sport my orange lips (: Paired with my favorite lashes, well besides #105, so my second favorite #33.


Sigining out,
♥♥
K.K.