Late Night Thoughts.

I should probably be sleeping but instead I'm up letting my mind wander what if's and what not. You know when you work so hard for something, put your all into it. Your time, energy, money, love, patience, struggles, tears, laughs etc. and one mistake one wrong move can just destroy it or change everything? Yeah, well that's how I'm feeling at this very moment. Everything was so perfect, life was amazing. It's unbelievable how one action changed everything forever. Well i shouldn't say forever cause I still have hope. But it almost feels like it'll be forever. && it hurts the most when you dedicated everything, you made your life revolve around it, you sacrificed a lot of things for this person or thing...

So when you think about life without it. It scares you. You see no future.

I can't say I've been through a lot, but I can say that I KNOW I have the will to make myself strong. If the day comes where I have to let this go...I CAN DEAL WITH IT. It will be hard, but only god knows why he would put me through so much pain. But i know that regardless,

Life Goes On.

I just need signs, that everything is real, that this will workout, that there is happiness, that there is healing, that there is love, that there is hope.
I just need signs.

Should i keep fighting?
or
Would it be easier to let go now, and let the heart start healing?

ahhh! too much thinking. Daaaang Feelings :(
I better get some Zzzzzzz.

Signing Out,
♥♥
K.K.